Things ain't getting any easier pops. I've upheld my end of the bargain, so please help mum in some way or any way possible really. I know typing on a Web page won't change matters, but at the end of the day there ain't much else I can do in that sense. So I pray that you are at peace and longer in pain, only that your soul explores with free will and serenity. Myself and others (Your Wife especially) would appreciate some kind of indication that you have moved on then we will all be gratefully accepting of that very fact in order to sort things out properly. Your illness was not only unexpected - but atomic, because not only did we not know the damage - we didn't realise the extent of the result that would remain. No matter what, you will always be an amazing man with a heart of gold to all. Miss you dad, so much xxx